Communication Lapse. A Poem
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Posted:Dec 3, 2018 9:33 pm
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2018 9:59 pm
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One came back to the fold He texted me about His lack of responding. He said he felt terrible All weekend long. Basically slept And veged out.
I said that I understood. I have been ill many times And barely moved Time passed With a communication lapse. I apologized when I felt better And felt like texting. As did this fine fellow. In fact he was obsequious Aaahhh I missed that. He is usually so flattering And he went right back to it Putting a smile on my face And making me laugh With his outrageousness.
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You Sir, Are Wonderful A Poem
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Posted:Dec 2, 2018 8:04 pm
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2018 10:01 pm
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It's almost surreal. The way you make me feel. I am sure you heard this before But you sir, are wonderful!
I could sing your praises all day! I could make your ego shine Like polished metal! If indeed you understand That I am not joking Or over hyping my zeal!
You sir, are wonderful! I guess it bears repeating For emphasis! You will believe me in time If you let me show you Just how much!
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Need Help With My Story. A Poem
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Posted:Nov 26, 2018 11:17 pm
Last Updated:Dec 2, 2018 2:54 pm
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He compliments me It is ever so flattering. I tell him thanks. I tell him I appreciate it. But inside my head There is a short circuit For what he says While the truth Is hard for me to believe To use an TV phrase It does not compute.
How can reality Not jive with the inner me? How can I get to a place Or a point To attain higher self esteem? Just imagine the number Done on me in the past To make me such A self devalued mess.
I could tell you Some instances But I don't want to Bring you down I would rather bring Smiles than frowns. I would rather you laugh Than wince at my awkwardness.
So I will hone my story Of many rejections Of many reasons That have caused Such consternation That has prompted Me not to accept What is actual What is real And now happening. That I have many positive traits That I have much to offer A lover and companion.
A story that begs For a happier ending One in which I might a helping hand In it's writing.
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Me As Possessor. A Poem
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Posted:Nov 26, 2018 10:57 pm
Last Updated:Nov 27, 2018 7:45 am
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It has been missing. I know where I lost it. But I dare not try To go back to retrieve it Instead I will seek A new one altogether. Yes, that is the best Course of action. Forget that I lost something I once thought precious. And go searching for Another gem More treasure This time hope That once found It does not mind That I am it's possessor.
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Glum. A Poem
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Posted:Nov 21, 2018 3:19 am
Last Updated:Nov 28, 2018 2:10 pm
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I have been deflated The opposite of elated. Glum has been my mood. Blah has played it's part too.
I know it's silly To let this persist. I know I will get over this. But in the interim I have to endure This blahness This lack of bliss.
Let night fall After day And day rise And hope that This mood will go away. Right now I can't Even find a spark To jumpstart That change
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Providing Our Own Little Cocoon. A Poem
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Posted:Nov 19, 2018 4:11 am
Last Updated:Dec 10, 2018 2:04 pm
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I wish he wanted me. But it is plain to see With him there is Little or no urgency.
It's dampening my spirit! Much like this dreadful weather Rainy and cold With a little snow.
I am so in the mood For an insatiable lover Who makes me forget The outside world! Our own little one Providing a cocoon.
Wouldn't it be So effing pleasurable To wake next to A naked body And begin the day With caressess And kisses That assault the senses And jumpstart our day?
If you don't agree. If you don't say absolutely. I would think you Loco in de la cabesa In other words crazy!
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Limiting Myself. A Poem
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Posted:Nov 14, 2018 9:40 am
Last Updated:Nov 18, 2018 8:16 pm
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I asked him to read my profile And tell me what he thought He said it sounded Like I was looking for love. I said really? That was your conclusion? I didn't ever write that But it might still be obvious. But then again he knew Me well enough.
Yes it is true Love is what I seek Why would I limit myself To just a fling With no emotional strings? I am human Who wants connections If not with this lover Then maybe the next one?
If love is not possible If my heart is closed off I would be limiting Yes limiting myself.
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Even Though. A Poem
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Posted:Nov 11, 2018 2:25 pm
Last Updated:Nov 14, 2018 9:10 am
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It's deflating knowing You are not on The same wavelength. That you don't think About me the same way.
I thought highly of you. Your humility Your generosity Your gratitude For your family and friends. It speaks volumes About who you are As a person.
But even though There was no awkwardness Even though We thoroughly enjoyed Each other's company. You have not indicated Wanting an encore Even though we still text.
So I am in this Holding pattern Wondering how long I should wait to see If you will take the hint. Take me up On my unspoken offer Of a performance I so want to repeat
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A Repeat Performance? A Poem
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Posted:Nov 6, 2018 1:43 am
Last Updated:Nov 9, 2018 5:33 am
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I let him know That the feeling Was mutual. I had a good time And complimented Certain traits he has Or actions he took. What I didn't say Or dare to ask Was if there was To be an encore. I couldn't bear To ruin my mood My euphoria If there were A negative response If there were To be a rejection.
Once again The ball is in The man's court. I have long known My penchant For being hurt. If I don't get too excited Or to high For a future Will my anxiety Be lessened? Kind of possessing An attitude Of laissez faire Or Que Sera Sera. Will that get me What I really want Which is a Repeat performance?. Or will it get me Nowhere fast? As it seems I am The one not Making an effort.
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Dreams Will Have To Do. A Poem
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Posted:Nov 4, 2018 3:02 am
Last Updated:Nov 4, 2018 12:23 pm
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It's not for nothing That I dream about you. It may seem futile But they get me through When I think No one else will do.
The sceanarios Sensual With many avenues. I moan with abandon As it is natural.
And then we laugh As we talk about Various subjects. Wearing smiles Although we are naked.
It's not for nothing That I dream about you. They serve a purpose. They get me through A lonely night Make that a few.
I wish you were here Making those dreams Come true. But since you aren't. Dreams will have to do.
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Something To Write About. A Poem
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Posted:Nov 2, 2018 2:02 am
Last Updated:Nov 4, 2018 8:56 pm
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I have had these Thoughts before We were supposed To meet A few months ago.
I had such hope! Such anticipation! My body was coursing With endorphins!
He is a musician. I had thought to write Some lyrics he could Turn into songs. Yes I wanted to create Works or perhaps More appropriate Would be to call them Words of art. With him as my muse!
Then he decided to forgo Our meeting He said he didn't Want to hurt my feelings As he didn't know What he could offer me. I didn't push the subject I was not up for A one night stand. But I kept in touch Occasionally sending A text to see how He was doing. For goodness knows The scenarios he depicted Were hard to forget. They were stuck in my head. How they came to mind Again and again. Exciting me and Making me wet.
Well I am not giving up yet! I will guage his interest. He may not be able To promise me much But I might want A rendezvous as a lark And if nothing else Something to write about.
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A Near Miraculous Meeting. A Poem
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Posted:Oct 31, 2018 3:21 am
Last Updated:Nov 1, 2018 8:56 pm
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I have a fondness For a wonderful man. We think so much alike It is like we are Psychically connected Or on the same wavelength.
I know if he were closer We would have Made an effort To get together. I have thought Of it often Dreamt And fantasized About our meeting. I have two scenarios One awkward And one flowing And seamless.
We would be real! We would employ Our natural Senses of humor. We would put Each other at ease In short order.
We might reach A hand out To the other For a mutual squeeze. I should have mentioned That upon meeting We would hug And kiss each Other on the cheek. It is something pre-planned To which we both agreed. Who needs reservations When we have been Sharing secrets And confidences? Not us! We will be ourselves! Not pretentious Or robotic. And we will make And keep Eye contact. As we often discussed The eyes and Their soul connection. We might sigh Possibly in unison That this moment Came to be Which would Be near miraculous.
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The Distance, Misgivings And Cold Feet. A Poem
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Posted:Oct 30, 2018 11:23 pm
Last Updated:Nov 1, 2018 9:01 pm
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I can lament the distance That is between us. I can say I wished You were closer. The truth is somewhere In the middle As I value you As a person I value our friendship And almost think Sex will ruin it.
Do you understand What I mean? We might share Something incredible The sex amazing And off the charts But what if it Is just mediocre? Will our connection On the whole suffer?
I would like to do Commonplace And mundane things Take a walk Go to dinner Watch a movie Or a sporting event. Then I might Come to know better How we relate. Yes, ascertain Our compatibility Yes, gauge Our chemistry.
With the distance Between us It would almost be A miracle for us to meet. I don't think I have Hid the fact That I have misgivings And cold feet. And might prefer We stay long Distance aquaintances. That is where You come in And tell me what You think.
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