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Posted:Nov 15, 2015 9:22 am
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Sinday in the badlands
Posted:Jul 15, 2018 10:01 am
Last Updated:Jul 15, 2018 10:39 am
Its another hot one here today
Simple breakfast of two eggs, pancake and coffee. And now off to work for a few hrs...

Adventures in dating land has been really slow, but more because there are far too many attractive men on that site (I think lots of the profiles are fake, or many are attached/married). One lesson that I learned from casual sex is that attractive men will treat you like a crunchy sock. Lol. So I spend more time hiding profiles rather than chatting with them.
I do chuckle when a few demand to see face photos insisting that they are not trophy hunters...only to have them ghost after. So now I don't bother sharing photos if I think he's conventionally attractive.

But why are 'lessons learned' called 'cynical'
If I want to be used as a masturbatory sleeve then I have my pick of attractive guys looking for a cum dump. I am looking for mutually satisfying sex and sexploration, I don't want to be treated like the wipe towel you have on your floor.
BUT men are told from very early age to aim for attractive women, its in thier socialization, so finding the average looking male is just as difficult. Lol.

Some less attractive women enjoy the attention from attractive men on dating sites and especially this site, they just dont want to admit that he's just looking for an easy hole in less attractive women.
I did see a blog from a woman in her 40's, she had a bit of weight and wasn't scoring any 9 or 10's, but she posted about all the attention she gets on here... until someone wrote out that she's only getting that attention because she's open to casual sex and men only see the sex not her. She didn't want to believe it snd she stated she would try a dating site to see if men message her there, then that was the last time her blog was active. Lol. Im thinking she figured it out.

But ya, men in thier 40's will gladly hookup with women in thier age bracket because of the easy sex, but he only sees you as easy sex and nothing more.
Hence why my age limits where set that way when I was open to meeting on here (26-34 and 47-53), I knew my limits and my expectations......... and lessons learned to not do casual sex with men between 38-46.

Ladies do you use the men for sex and hope that he puts some effort into it?
If you manage to find one that is into mutual pleasure, how many duds did you have to go through to get to him?
Is it harder to keep on with casual sex when the odds are soo low?

My sexual confidence took a beating with casual sex, I am hoping a pro will be able to help restore some of my confidence with sex and my sensuality. But after 4 years I'm not sure about risking yet another bad date. Lol
Its wet...
Posted:Jul 14, 2018 10:20 am
Last Updated:Jul 14, 2018 1:31 pm

I need to take some fly fishing lessons, at least I can fish by myself.

Enjoy your day,
Its going to be a scorcher here.
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Posted:Jul 13, 2018 7:59 pm
Last Updated:Jul 15, 2018 10:34 am
It said.

Its been on hell of a week I ain't gonna lie...but I do guess that many of you have figured that out already.

There are no excorts in my area or even remotely close to help with my situation. And I do believe that a good wknd of sex would help my mind rest at least for a little while. This lowering my libido is wearing me down and lending to end my days in frustration right quickly. My nights are becoming almost tortured in my restless sleep.
I don't know how you do it..... stuff the genie back in the bottle.

I going to start hiking with my 20lb pack again, see if that helps. Lol

Enjoy the night,
I get to work this weekend on a 11 day stint.
Finally Friday
Posted:Jul 13, 2018 8:51 am
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2018 4:23 pm

I think I need some toy time... I don't know how you manage to keep your libido low without becoming even more frustrated. Lol

Enjoy your Friday and count yourself lucky to not be judged for enjoying sex. Lol!

I need to watch a comedy, rub a few out, load up on the sleep aids.
Attractiveness and potential
Posted:Jul 12, 2018 9:17 pm
Last Updated:Jul 14, 2018 9:05 am
So sexy bloggers,

Obviously I'm not new to this site or online dating sites, but one thing that plays on my mind the most is not actually sex but attraction or attractiveness.
After enough experience I now know the type of guy that will use me as a crunchy sock vs the one that may see me as a person.

I know people like to go on n on about confidence is sexy more than physical...... ya I squashed that myth a long time ago, and pretty sure I blogged about it a couple of times.
It really doesnt matter how confident you are it still comes down to attraction.
And yes my experience proved that over n over again n again until my confidence broke, and then it was all about the physical/facial features.

Ok, now, where, was, I ...

Slightly sensitive topic but one I am obviously used to,

Men do you approach less attractive women in the hopes the sex will be easy/easier to attain?

Do you treat them vastly different than the attractive/beautiful ones?
Or have you even noticed that you treat them differently?

Like not looking at her much, or touching her, or not letting her touch you..
(Ya I had terrible experiences)

How about when she says that she is not your type?

I can tell pretty easy that he is wanting hot not average.

*Conventionally attractive women
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Thursday and the heat is back
Posted:Jul 12, 2018 10:09 am
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2018 8:29 pm

Ever have that playful fun partner.... it's been for . Lol.
And he got real weird after I did as I asked, so I ended the relationship soon after that. Lol

Enjoy your day sexy bloggers.
Its a scorcher here and the mosquitoes just did a new hatch.
Half way there...
Posted:Jul 11, 2018 8:18 am
Last Updated:Jul 12, 2018 2:38 pm
Mid week, weather is improving, might get a few days of summer relaxing in. Lol

I think it's time to wash the dirt road off my car.

Enjoy your mid week day
My new...
Posted:Jul 10, 2018 7:09 am
Last Updated:Jul 12, 2018 11:47 am

Maybe he should just relax. Lol

The search for kink friendly men is still going n going n going....seems the vast majority of heteronormative cis males always just want sex instead of anything else.
Even when my ads are clear that there is no sex and " not secretly looking for hookups" statement they just think looking for a hookup.
Lol! I need a rope bottom to practice on, I don't need a random boring dic.
Believe my experience just tells that the sex will suck 95% of the time, whereas practicing non-sexual kink/bdsm is rewarding to my mind.
Unless I ever find that guy that actually enjoys sex and enjoys the company of women i will stay firm on my "no penetrative sex or hand jobs, no oral". Lol
(Ya that much fun)(maybe if my dates have been better behaving then I would still be open to sex). Lol

Anyhoo.... training day for , enjoy your day!
Friday :)
Posted:Jul 6, 2018 10:13 am
Last Updated:Jul 8, 2018 6:10 pm
Fuckin friday...

My thoughts around the lack of men into good sex. Lol

Enjoy your day everyone
Make a bet..
Posted:Jul 5, 2018 11:15 am
Last Updated:Jul 6, 2018 6:54 am

Thirsty Thursday, it's 5 o'clock somewhere.

Enjoy the lazy days of summer.
If you don't masturbate... :?
Posted:Jul 4, 2018 7:12 am
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2018 6:49 pm
Sexy bloggers,

..How do you feel physically if you haven't masturbated in a while?
Do you feel like you get annoyed easily?
Do you think about sex more?
Do your balls feel heavy?
Do you feel like you have to masturbate in order to get through your day?

Do you get cranky, irritable, pms'y,

Lol...I know I had an addiction to masturbation or more specifically to orgasms.
I needed the release to help with my mood and/or because I had a good day/bad day/happy day/stressful... lack of sex is far more noticeable when I dont frequently masturbate. But its a double edged sword because the more I mastered the more I wanted sex, lack of sex caused me to masturbate more. Lol

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